Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Playroups and Such

About once a month, I get together with some friends of mine from high school, who are all SAHMs and all have kids around the age of mine. It has really changed from the first visit, less of us talking, more of THEM talking (the them being our kids). But today was nice in that there was a little window of then. During lunch, we were actually able to chat a bit! It was amazing!!! It was fun!! I makes me think I am crazy for wanting another.

At any rate, they all go to ECFE with their kids. And I don't. And I really feel the "bad Mom" feelings about it. It is just so NOT ME. I hate meeting new people. I hate feeling like I am left out! Ugh. But we have to do something. Jack is ready for more to his week. He needs the interaction. And what with him starting preschool (hopefully, gotta find one first!!!) next year, we gots to get him into the groove.

This is just all so not what I was looking forward to as a parent.

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